So what is life now?

Family is the same except for the fact that father is stressed.

How about me?

At this juncture I think I might have lost quite a few friends in the focus of becoming who I want to become.

I have also taken some risky moves to learn certain things about myself.

As well as learn what I'd like in others.

So what am I left with? A church full of half friends, the barker guys, my family, my dreams, my ambitions.

What did I learn from my mistakes?
- Don't go out to do things that you instinctively know are not going to end well.

- Don't try and solve other people's problems unless they're looking for help ( you know this so stop making this same mistake).