So what is life now?

Family is the same except for the fact that father is stressed.

How about me?

At this juncture I think I might have lost quite a few friends in the focus of becoming who I want to become.

I have also taken some risky moves to learn certain things about myself.

As well as learn what I'd like in others.

So what am I left with? A church full of half friends, the barker guys, my family, my dreams, my ambitions.

What did I learn from my mistakes?
- Don't go out to do things that you instinctively know are not going to end well.

- Don't try and solve other people's problems unless they're looking for help ( you know this so stop making this same mistake).

Amazing lethargy

I feel really really shitty today.

For a number of reasons:

1. Spent disgusting amounts of money on stupid things

2. Irene issues, trip up, her problems, stuff, ugh.

3. Leg problems

4. Scratched car

5. Damaged glasses

6. Got face smashed, injury

7. Realised at the end of the day, life is really hard, and doing it alone is impossible...

- Tomorrrow I start following Mr James Liu around, hopefully I learn something useful, might be good to think about what I want to talk to him about tomorrow.

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Stupid computer.

The damn thing crashed again.

AGAIN!

So annoying. I hope the shop can fix it once and for all, the drivers are all messed up. Sigh I really hope it works again, I don't think my parents will get me a new one.

It's damn hot today and I still have 3 days to sit around without a proper computer...

It's gonna be a longgggggggggggg week.

Am I wrong to be different? Or are the majority of people wrong?

The Glory of life and the Pain of life

The greatest frustration in life is having a taste of greatness and then losing it completely, never being able to achieve that greatness ever again.

The greatest joy in life is allowing yourself to release yourself from the material and giving yourself to the greater good of man and God.

The greatest battle in life comes from the pursuit of greatness and the freedom of satisfaction.

Emotional release is important.

- Piano
- Scuba diving
- Painting
- Cocktail course
- Lounge guitar